Terror in the heartland - ERIKA LAXIS

This is a very challenging post in so many levels. Yet time will tell the truth of all actions. An action done with love can be misunderstood at first but there are things that need to be challenged and for that I live to serve.

The first time I came through Uluru my mother kept having panic attacks and I was so equanimous I did not understand the influence of the spirits here, the pain bodies stuck on loops of resentment and suffering. I had died a few months earlier (Mothers day 2017) and when I came back, I knew that I had a few things I needed to do in this life time and they weren't going to be easy physically or mentally.

One of them was to help a friend to go through an awakening here on the middle of Australia. So when I met this friend and found out, she was moving to Uluru I was in full trust by the movement of the cosmos. I flew back here for my second visit and the first night I started to see the spirits again (I closed this door when I was a teenager). On the first night I had to help her to take her internal space back as they were entering her subconscious and pushing her into the deeper fear levels.

They started to try to move through me, and I than found a close linked former parallel life where I understood the warrior language (I will share that more later in a video). I then pushed them out of my temple and said if they needed my help I can come to them (their home). I was then guided into this massive house cave where there was fire and a lot of pain. 

Yet I could see so much potential in between the vibrations being presented, so much so they soon started to reflected that to me through singing. On the next few days the spirits started to come more softly to my friend and the tone of the vibration changed. There was one spirit who kept following me and when I looked at him, he smiled, yet when I looked to where I was going I could see from my peripheral vision that he was making faces to me (very angry to the point of deforming). I than focused on my peripheral vision and he noticed I was being able to see him and he was not able to sustained his pain and threat to me.

When I was able to connect to him as his whole self, he was able to let me go. On one of the last days, I was so activated that I had a full channel of my guides talking through me. I went for a walk at Kata Tjuta and I had a very blissful day filled with downloads. When was time to go home, my guides clearly said to me. "Go now and stop for nobody" I then got into my car and was on my way home. they said again " you have to get out of the park before the sun sets" and a very strong "keep going Erika"

After about 20 km away from Kata Tjuta I saw a car stopped on the side of the road, I was about to slow down when I felt a very strong pressure of my right foot, which made me accelerate. Once I passed the car, I saw an aboriginal woman and a huge entity behind her. Soon enough I saw a vision of the car being stolen and me being killed. I was like "oh ok, that was intense". I got to the gate before the sunset and I passed a few police cars. I turned into the ranger on the gates to tell them that someone needed help on the way, and they said to me "We are onto them, we are glad you did not stop".

I knew I have been guided away from massive trouble, yet I knew I was having those experiences because I was working on a deeper level of forgiveness (unconditional love) for Uluru that was not going to go down easily.

I knew I was going to have to come back here for the 3rd time and before this road trip I was freaking out as I knew I was going to face dense fear and pain.

One hour before arriving here I hit a lighting storm that hit me from every angle. ( I made a video of it)

Yet, I know I had to come here and facilitate for some beings to come out of their fear state by being brave myself.

I am sorry to those who got offended by my climbing to Uluru, yet I was shown from a Mala woman guide that I needed to go through that journey and make it sacred (plus 1, I was going to assist more people on that journey to recognise what is all about (people seeing me praying and meditating on the way with my bear foot sure made an impression)..

Our history is not suppose to keep trapping us, the rock is a temple for all those who have a sacred purpose there and a person following the guidance of spirit is never disrespecting anyone. 

I was guided there for a reason and one of my reasons is that we are holding the rock from fulfilling the purpose of being the sacred space for the earth and the beings of the earth, and the claim of the pain from the past is holding an entire culture in a loop of resentment. We live on an illusion that we owe land, yet the land owes us while we are here, and we are all here as guardian of this earth.

When we separate the guardians we create internal wars and we attract the worse in people. I climbed the rock and pledge the people who feel disrespected by those who climb to not feel that way, and maybe teach us to make the journey in a sacred matter so we all can learn the lessons of this father energy that is the rock (even though some people think Uluru is feminine energy- I was told it is masculine)

Please is time to forgive the past and move into a new future, this belief system is not serving any culture. We all have been in some time in history, hurt, abused and repressed and holding on to those memories are only provoking more pain.

Forgiveness and returning to unity.

Again, I truly wish that those in care of the climb would not only reconsider the closing of it but also help those who feel the call to climb to make the movement sacred. I also believe that if there was no pain body of resentment in this magnificent land there would be less people climbing for other reasons besides the reasons of the heart.

I pray for the liberation of the Mala and hare-wallaby people and any other people who are stuck on past hurts. You are free to move, your time here does not define you. May you be happy.

With all my love and heart.

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