God

The question for me isn't "do I believe in God"
  but rather "what do I understand God to be?"

For I certainly experience life as a meaningful and loving process,
 having studied it closely and gained a deeper understanding of it.
This understanding of life as a meaningful and ultimately loving process
  suggests a loving, and wise creator (or creators) behind it.

This should give confidence in the life process
 that leads one to no longer stress about "the meaning of it all"
  as one has faith in what the process is teaching
 and how it is shaping one's consciousness.